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FreeDUMB’s just another word…

July 31, 2015


Having often asked this question of myself today, I thought I’ll ask it of you….

What is Free? What does it mean to be free?

I am FREE TO….


I am FREE OF….

Now this here word, FREE is, would you believe it, a LOCK?

The more we say, Free, the more we are locked in!

Because of two tells if you will and none of them named Will.I.Am ;-)

Tell a) The letters, The Let Herssssss….. some of you who know the back-story to my work will get this like greased lightening….English, my friends, is a CONSTRUCT. We do not speak ANY NATURAL LANGUAGES anymore, those are all with the AB-oroginals, who have had their tongues cut-off among other such horrors, so that all natural tongues might be wiped out.

F: F-inish. Three layered life, three layered Alpha-Beta….F has the High and mid line blocked….only way open is down. Yes, that is how letters are constructed. Fin, Finish, Fail, Frail, Flail…..

R: The BIGGEST LETTER TRAP. The R-ight angle. Notice though, that the letter R lacks any right angles what-so-ever. Hmmmmmmm…curious….The RIGHT angle is 90 Degrees.

And yet, it is clear that 90 degrees is the WRONG angle for humans. Most un-natural….ever sat in a 90 degree backed chair for a bit? Ever find the RIGHT angle in nature? Hmmmmmmm?

Right is actually RONG!

At best, this a good human “Right” angle and look at all the flaws….

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E: THE END…. E….. All levels SHUT OFF….trapped. THE END.


So now, how free is free?

If you think the above is a stretch ( no, not the yoga lady, the premise) then I’m afraid you have a mind-set. you need a mind-flex ;-)

Tell b) FREE-DOM…. As the dictionary of etymology informs us, the source of all DOMs (DOMINION ANYONE?) is actually DOOM.

doom (n.) Look up doom at Dictionary.comOld English dom “law, judgment, condemnation,” from Proto-Germanic *domaz (cognates: Old Saxon and Old Frisian dom, Old Norse domr, Old High German tuom, Gothic doms“judgment, decree”), from PIE root *dhe- “to set, place, put, do” (cognates: Sanskrit dhaman- “law,” Greek themis “law,” Lithuanian dome “attention;” see factitious). A book of laws in Old English was a dombec. Modern sense of “fate, ruin, destruction” is c. 1600, from the finality of the Christian Judgment Day.

Howzzzat? Hmmmmm?

Here are your pre-conceived notions….

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C-Rumbling, eh? Mine have.

So, still want your FREEDOOM?

The states that these “trap” words as I call them try and describe (de-scribe? hmmmmm….) are actually Un-wordable.

What an opportunity for the one’s who write our language to step right in….


More on this another time, looking over it, seems faaaar out….but such is how IT IS! :-)

But there is no blame to be cast. No indignant screeches that I have been lied to.

Just a simple change of perception.

Don’t say these two words, as an exercise and just BE THEM….



oh, and while you are at it, love freely ;-)

Big hugs all around…..

and since a picture is worth a thousand words and a movie worth a billion, here is a short clip about the story of our enslavement.

Not a Stefan M. follower, do not agree with a lot of what he preaches, but this… brilliant and dis-turbing as all heck….

Watch it, pass it around…

And be good…


and sometimes just downright ugly ;-)


July 26, 2015


All my early life, I argued for my limitations. If not my own, then those of my circumstance.

If not circumstance then timing.

But there was this constant theme of “if only”…

Nothing really new here for any/many of us I am sure. By the time we are adults, the corrosive system that en-folds our “UP” bringing ensures that we feel less than we are and imagine ourselves to be far less capable than ANY GRAND DREAM that we can dream for ourselves.

This same core, downward thrust on the things we deeply are and an upward thrust on everything we are not, is the basis of this cognitively dissonate existence that most civilized and educated and mannered folks live.

This same “lack” had Jesus continuously tell his flock that they WERE JUST AS HE WAS and that he came with no special dispensation what so ever.

So many questions swirl around this festering issue.

The one that finally sinks most people is “Am I good enough” and the resultant, resounding NO that our training whispers (LOUDLY) in our inner ear.

Well, I’ll tell you what, THERE ARE NO LIMITS….

There are no natural limits on the human being. We are, for a reason or reasons that books and tomes have been written about, infinitely capable.


Didja get that?


And examples abound, in history and the present.

NO LIMITS, as proven by this man, Jeff Healy (what a fitting last name). Most of my metaphors are musical now-a-days as I am immersed in dis-covering my own limit-less-ness…

Let this late, great AND BLIND transcender of limitation be your hero for today….as a Guitar player myself, I can tell you that what he has done and how he plays is…..*no words*

What in the blues blazes…..

July 18, 2015


We Indian’s know a thing or two about the blues too, y’know?

Aaaaaaaaahveeee got them blues real good…..


Sometimes, humor is the only thing….

July 14, 2015


I laughed so hard at this one, had to share….

But before I do, how?

Very interesting times for me here, personally and more especially deeply personally.

The REAL-i-zation tap is on full open as I approach my 49th solar anniversary here.

real-i-zation like this:

a) Muscle memory is never a gift, always a practice. Talent is epi-genetic, it’s expression requires a little blood, sweat and tears. I saw this in stark light watching an on-line interview with BB King, the blues great. He must have been in his sixties in the interview. And the interviewer asked him, so what scales do you play every day and how do you warm up for a show? And this sweet, humble, intelligent and deeply musical gent starts to describe his couple of hours a day doing chromatic scales.

WHUT? BB King STILL DOES SCALES? EVERYDAY??? And the same scales as me?

b) Everyone is doing the best they can and/or know how to do. No one is not trying, only trying as best they know. I can even stretch this as far as to say that no “bad” person thinks they are being bad. Everyone is doing the best they know.

As a result, it does nothing to flog or otherwise rush anyone. Everyone and everything unfolds in it’s time.

The only “time” or “beat” or “pace” we can control is our own. That is where it keeps looping back to. Every time. It’s me. ONLY me. My world is a sometimes maddening and frustrating place, but in the center, at the pivot is ONLY ME.

I move my world. In fact, I bring my world into existence. Changing my world has ONLY ONE lever/button and it lies inside me, for me to find, reach and touch.

c) It’s a vibrational world. Imagine a still string. Put a piece of paper on it and pluck the string, off goes the paper. Ergo, things can stick to low/slow vibrating things, but raise the vibration and things begin to fly off.

Analogically, so with our lives, minds and bodies…

This gives two very simple tasks to us: Strengthen the body and raise our vibration.

Interesting thing about deep in-sights is that they come with a tool-kit. Do this, this and this…

So I have been…

And it’s been like MAGIK! ;-)

NOW for the humor….


by John Cleese – British writer, actor and tall person

The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent events in Syria and have therefore raised their security level from “Miffed” to “Peeved.” Soon, though, security levels may be raised yet again to “Irritated” or even “A Bit Cross.” The English have not been “A Bit Cross” since the blitz in 1940 when tea supplies nearly ran out. Terrorists have been re-categorized from “Tiresome” to “A Bloody Nuisance.” The last time the British issued a “Bloody Nuisance” warning level was in 1588, when threatened by the Spanish Armada.

The Scots have raised their threat level from “Pissed Off” to “Let’s get the Bastards.” They don’t have any other levels. This is the reason they have been used on the front line of the British army for the last 300 years.

The French government announced yesterday that it has raised its terror alert level from “Run” to “Hide.” The only two higher levels in France are “Collaborate” and “Surrender.” The rise was precipitated by a recent fire that destroyed France ‘s white flag factory <wink>, effectively paralyzing the country’s military capability.

Italy has increased the alert level from “Shout Loudly and Excitedly” to “Elaborate Military Posturing.” Two more levels remain: “Ineffective Combat Operations” and “Change Sides.”

The Germans have increased their alert state from “Disdainful Arrogance” to “Dress in Uniform and Sing Marching Songs.” They also have two higher levels: “Invade a Neighbour” and “Lose.”

Belgians, on the other hand, are all on holiday as usual; the only threat they are worried about is NATO pulling out of Brussels .

The Spanish are all excited to see their new submarines ready to deploy. These beautifully designed subs have glass bottoms so the new Spanish navy can get a really good look at the old Spanish navy.

Australia, meanwhile, has raised its security level from “No worries” to “She’ll be alright, Mate.” Two more escalation levels remain: “Crikey! I think we’ll need to cancel the barbie this weekend!” and “The barbie is cancelled.” So far no situation has ever warranted use of the last final escalation level.

A final thought – ” Greece is collapsing, the Iranians are getting aggressive, and Rome is in disarray. Welcome back to 430 BC”.


Meanwhile, on good days, I get lucky and Yoda “licks” me into shape…

Where to? Ok, actually, how did we get here?

July 1, 2015


The things that have been said before need paying attention to. Words of power uttered by men and women in power need to be payed special attention to.

Ancient history is of course the eternal puzzle. With artifacts  (look at that word, it begins with the root of artificial and ends with fact…..AND ARTIFACT IS AN ARTIFICAL FACT!) and books and shrads and pots and jewellery and lost languages tras-lated (yuh trance-late)….

By the victors.

By the academics.

by the bought and paid for.

Academic whores. Political whores. Presstitutes. All working together over millenia so we lost our roots, where we came from.

But that is far antiquity and a tough puzzle to crack.

But what of the most recent, especially in the grand scheme of things so to speak? We are living in a a world now where all “ancient-ness” is either ridiculously deified (new-age-ism)_ or kicked to the curb (atheist machine heads and minds).  Either case leads to it being lost.

But the industrial revolution is recent. Heck, even the age if reason is not so old, the printing press was now on, propaganda now had a strong hand to work with.

But the age of oil is even more recent. The age of banking, liquidity, modern medicine, machines, social moral earthquakes, the breakdown of the family unit, the gay agenda, the hippies, the drug revolution, the 60’s and 70’s, rock music, rebellion en masse…

Oh yes, rebellion en masse, the rebel without a pause, the rebel without a cause.

More sadly too, a rebel who stands, shooting himself in the foot, both feet actually, mouthing lines fed to him by god knows who, snorting lines fed to him by, we know EXACTLY who…..

So, we claim to know and understand 300,000 year history, dinos and all, but cannot see the great lie of our puny 100 year history of the great reset?

This is how that happens. I’ll share two examples.

In the first, via quotations, words of power from people in power….and the second via pictures….


People who are loaded behind that kind of thing don’t do anything. This heavy kind of insistence everyplace you go with all the media about “Wow, look at the colors, look at the lights, look at the strobe things blinking! Man, you can really find a trip if you get loaded behind this stuff.” There’s a lot of that kind of thing insisting that we become aware of it, that we become sensitive to it. And a lot of the young people are sensitive to it, and they become curious about it. So they say “Which of it is bad?”, and I say “Man, all of it’s bad”. […] “I’m just going to get wiped out and I’m going to stay wiped out baby, and nothing’s going to get through to me.”
~ Vito Paulekas

Via Mr. Sigmund Freud’s DOUBLE nephew….the incomaprable controller of the greater mind, Eddie Bernays:

Edward Bernays, the father of propaganda. Given Bernays’ background and political perspective, his role in bringing about the drug culture is highly suspicious.

Bernays wrote what can be seen as a virtual Mission Statement for anyone wishing to bring about a “counterculture.” In the opening paragraph of his book Propaganda he wrote:

The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country. …We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes formed, our ideas suggested, largely by men we have never heard of. This is a logical result of the way in which our democratic society is organized. Vast numbers of human beings must cooperate in this manner if they are to live together as a smoothly functioning society. …In almost every act of our daily lives, whether in the sphere of politics or business, in our social conduct or our ethical thinking, we are dominated by the relatively small number of persons…who understand the mental processes and social patterns of the masses. It is they who pull the wires which control the public mind.[28]

Via the other great manufactured piece of nothingness, John Lennon:

In his 1980 interview in Playboy magazine John Lennon also claimed that the military and the CIA created LSD, though this did not stop him from encouraging its use:

We must always remember to thank the CIA and the Army for LSD. That’s what people forget. Everything is the opposite of what it is, isn’t it, Harry? So get out the bottle, boy — and relax. They invented LSD to control people and what they did was give us freedom.

And the other great, CIA fed snake charmer, the not so great, thankfully late Terrance McKenna:

Later McKenna admits that Aldous Huxley was a key player behind MK-ULTRA and this neo-feudalism, all the while relating the official version of the story:

When you go to the Amazon or when you take peyote with the Huichol it is quite a chore to get sufficient material for twenty people. So the release of so much LSD into modern society caused the powers that be [who released it] to assume that the whole social machine was being dissolved in acid—litterally, before their very eyes. I think that this was a mistake, to go at it like this. There were many voices at the time, with many theories of how it should be handled. If Aldous Huxley had lived another ten years, it would have been very different.[52]

MK ULTRA: Mind Kontrol ULTRA….yeah baby, tune in, turn on, drop out….

And finally…..

Just as the ancient Greek hierophants created the mysteries of Eleusis, just as Emperor Titus created the story of Jesus and Christianity, just as the Levitical priests created Judaism and the “chosen” ideology; today the elites have spun a new religion, the New Dark Age, a.k.a. the Archaic Revival –and they call this reverse direction into history “evolution.” Wasson, McKenna, Leary, and Hofmann are but the hierophants of this New Dark Age, and its new mystery religion, which is nothing but mind control in disguise.

As John Uri Lloyd, one of the first to actually experience psilocybe mushrooms in the 1800s, warns us in a footnote in his novelEtidorhpa (Aphrodite backwards):

NOTE.- […] If, in the course of experimentation, a chemist should strike upon a compound that in traces only would subject his mind and drive his pen to record such seemingly extravagant ideas as are found in the hallucinations herein pictured, would it not be his duty to bury the discovery from others, to cover from mankind the existence of such a noxious fruit of the chemist’s or pharmaceutist’s art? Introduce such an intoxicant, and start it to ferment in humanity’s blood, and before the world were advised of its possible results, might not the ever increasing potency gain such headway as to destroy, or debase, our civilization, and even to exterminate mankind?[61]
John Uri Lloyd, 1895 – Etidorhpa

Read the rest of this amazing article here:

Manufacturing the Deadhead: A Product of Social Engineering… by Joe Atwill and Jan Irvin

All righty then, so much that, how about good, old fashioned brutality. While our existing brutal sports have been cleaned up, through hosts of rules and referees, into barely controlled aggression, there exist in thoroughly modern nation, sports that glorify brutality in the name of manliness.

Petty brutality, all for a ball. Get the ball, damn your teeth.

Kill the bull, for no real reason. Aha, artistic killing…..nice, artistic killers and paid killers are good killers….

And we wonder why we cannot stop fighting, we moan a little every day about why we cannot get along.

It is a fractal world…..and graceful brutality is an oxymoron…

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Yes, we must lionize our brutes… see the rest of this magical sport, revived in 1930 after dying out (hmmmmmmm…wonder who brought about this great revival)…here:

Any wonder then me hearties?

Any wonder at all?

What are the hooks that this mangled and manipulated history have on us, on you and me? Just look at the picture above, in the name of sport…and religion? Hmmmmmmmm…….

Gently now….


Good Grief!

June 28, 2015


Yeah, greetongs. A freudian slip….

The page I am writing this post-let on has a huge rainbow stripe across the top.

Please wordpress…..

How apropos then, that I had come to post this, by the peerless Chris Hedges:

Discussing the subject of synthetic reality and celebrity Hollywood “culture,” Chris Hedges writes:

“Celebrity culture encourages everyone to think of themselves as potential celebrities, as possessing unique if unacknowledged gifts. It is, as Christopher Lasch diagnosed a culture of narcissism. Faith in ourselves, in a world of make-believe, is more important than reality. Reality, in fact, is dismissed as an impediment to success, a form of negativity.

The New Age mysticism and pop psychology of television personalities, evangelical pastors, along with the array of self-help bestsellers penned by motivational speakers, psychiatrists, and business tycoons, all peddle a fantasy. Reality is condemned in this popular belief system as the work of Satan, as defeatist, as negativity…” (Empire of Illusion, pg. 49)

And then:

Hedges continues:

“An image-based culture communicates through narratives, pictures and pseudo-drama.  Scandalous affairs, hurricanes, untimely deaths, train wrecks – these events play well on computer screens and televisions….Kings and queens once used their court conspiracies to divert their subjects.

Today, cinematic, political and journalistic celebrities distract us with their foibles and scandals. They create our pubic mythology.  Acting, politics and sports have become, as they were in Nero’s reign, interchangeable.  In an age of images and entertainment, in an age of instant emotional gratification, we neither seek nor want reality.”


What is REALLY REALLY going on?

A game? A simulacra? Virtu Reality? Did you get that?

Trippy times….the virtual world is looking really “RICH” isn’t it?

Sweet……Zero One?

June 16, 2015



Anti-Social behavior is a sign of intelligence in a world full of conformists -Nikola Tesla

I’m actually singing this in my head as I type.

Not the quote, it’s not in any musical meter, but sweet validaaatiiiioooooonnnnnnnnn…sweet….valid….ation……

Sweeeeet sweeeettttttt…..validaaaationnnnnn…

Actually I sort of knew this.

Earlier, in days past, I’d written a post for all my fellow smokers out there which had led off with a Jiddu Krisnamurthy quote that was like a kick between the eyes for me.

Paraphrasing “It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”!

Chew on that for a minute.

Or three.

And then look at the con-form-itty bitty all around you.

Form-ation, like calcification and stricture makes our Old age like vines growing beneath our often stuck feet, slowly reaches, like the hem-lock that got old man Socrates to his pre-mature end. He was told that his feet would get numb first.

I have this notion, re-sonating in my head since ALL eternity, that we are not meant to fade like we do. WE ARE NOT MEANT TO FADE LIKE WE DO…..

We live a vibrant 30 or 40 years and then prepare to go over the hill….and spend 30 years slowly stooping, in-evitably weaker, grayer, not so sure….any more…

Look at the animal kingdom, they are (HAVE TO BE) fully there for at least 97% of their lives.

No old age homes in the wild.

97% and then …… you fall off a cliff and die.

No tears shed,

No wounds,

No body


Something is quenching our fire, too soon……. and we each owe it to ourselves to go FIND IT, this source of the drip drip leakage….

Who owns you in your sleep?

Who is the ruler of your dream time?

It’s time to start asking strange questions of your self…..


Back to music of course, it is the central theme in my life right and left NOW!

Got back to where it all began for me, G, C and D……traditional western tuning….

This is a rough cut of a song I wrote recently……..




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